Okkkkkkkkkk so I’m back again. I’m not going to say that I failed in my last attempt, because I haven’t given up and I’m ready to restart, but I didn’t do as well as I had hoped and motivation was lost.
This time I’m tracking all calories eaten and my exercise on this site online. So far it’s pretty cool and it tells me how many calories, fats, carbs and proteins I have eaten and how much I have left for the day. Then it tells you that If you ate that food everyday, you would lose a certain amount of weight by a certain time. The thing is though, I eat and have eaten that kinda food everyday for a long time but I don’t lose weight, so it just shows how stupid and poor my metabolism is. I’ll just have to work twice as hard and experiment with different food/workouts.
Apparently if i do this right I will lose 5.6 kilos in 5 weeks which would be a nice, sensible amount but I’m not going to get my hopes up..
FINALLY back on track. I did two workouts before work today which felt good.
That’s all I have to say really.
A personal reminder to buy yoghurt, barely, lentils and cherries.
There are worse things in life then not being skinny. Love who you already are, not who you think you should be.
Ok so basically I forgot my password for this account and these last couple of weeks have been pretty shitty. I got off track and lost motivation. I leave in 3 weeks so I guess that means pretty strict about everything.
Im sorry i’m such a failure at this.
Beginning of week 4. SOMEONE GIVE ME MOTIVATION! I just can’t get back into it after these last few days. I’m about to do my morning workout and I’m dreading it when I never used to before. I’m back to eating my cabbage soup tonight just to help things along for a couple of days. At least I’m at work for the majority of the week so I won’t have too many temptations to eat out of boredom while I’m at home.
Oh well, let’s see how this goes..
I’m not going to worry much about this week. Birthdays, rain and unmotivation gets in the way. Next week i will start fresh.
Today i tried on swimmers and it didn’t make me want to shoot myself. They are so pretty and it gives me a goal to work towards. I want to look as good as possible. 4 weeks, 6 days. I’m not a fan of baring all to those around me, even if it is a once piece and I’ll be surrounded by strangers in a foreign land.
next week will be good, i can feel it.
Week three has been all about cravings. It has been horrible and I feel so unmotivated. I just want chocolate. This whole food thing is just doing my head in gahhhhh.
Exercise has been fine, someone train me though?
I think I’m getting sick. I have absolute zero energy, am really cold and keep on sneezing. This sucks, I wanted to go for a run later. Luckily I have already done my morning workout, I added in some pilates and weights today which felt good.
All I have wanted to do today is eat. My self control hasn’t been too great..
